Where is Natalie? Who is Natalie?

Who am I? Where is the real me? What am I all about?

These are daily questions that some of us ask every morning when we roll out of bed and every night before we tuck in our little ones and kiss them goodnight.

What curve balls are going to come tomorrow? Will my mother answer the phone? Will he or she ever forgive me?

These are life questions that will come about from the pain of yesterday and the questions of tomorrows bringing.

Am I true to myself? Am I living for me? Is this what I really want?

These are also questions I battle with myself everyday, every week, and every month. For no one truly knows the answers to these questions and how to find the truth.

But this is the path to forgiveness, hope, regret, and overall leading to the true path that one would want to live and achieve through daily sacrifice, admittance, denial, and achievements. So here I go to finding the real Natalie and what makes the real Natalie special....